100% Amirul

Another year went past my own self, turned 16 yesterday.

I knew that the move to stop watching "My Super Sweet 16" on MTV was a good thing to do.. How i’d wish to get a Ferrari for my birthday, that would’ve been so cool!

To all of you who remembered, i sincerely offer my thanks.
Means alot to me, made me feel significant and, it feels great to know that i have a small place in all of your hearts =)

And… to all of you who ‘remembered’, Thanks alot.

Anyway… after much thinking and ’soul searching’ , yeah, i have believed that i Did change for the better.
Sometimes it made me sit down and think back,
"why didnt i think of that last year?"
"why havent i done so last time?!"
"mann.. i just lost something soo precious, but the key to it was right infront of my face!! Why didnt i see that?!!"

I have to admit, last year was such a blast.
And im damn proud of the achievements i got , the things that i did, the people i met, the injuries i received, every single moment of last year.

Hmm, the first half of 2007. It was mostly occupied by soul-searching i guess… Its time to just, relax, sit down and have a nice cup of coffee while you’re trying to figure out the unsolved questions of last year. And, i actually did.

"Nothing interests me more other than people"
-Yasmin Ahmad, a Malaysian movie-director.

I personally feel the same too. This year involved alot of ‘people-watching’. No, not the ‘cuci mata’ one, but more of observing people’s behaviours. Indirectly, im having my own ’sociology class’ in my everyday life!
The ‘protocol ruling’ , the ‘areas of KL’ , the ’sacrifice method’ , ‘I.N.A.G’ and so much more.. I promise you all that im going to write a book someday on all of my findings.

But oh well, theres always a price to pay for such discoveries i guess.

Afew people i know have already produced a feeling of hate // disgust // irritation // dislike  when they think of me.
Well, then, im not going to change my own character for the sake of others, thats one thing for sure.
Its like, my world revolves around me, not others, and i should be myself rather than whats expected of me, right?
Hold on to my own principles, yeah.
Its still kinda funny, that they dont want to tell it right to my face, and pretend that it doesnt exist, but its like, the aura is glowing and blatantly obvious.

Oh well, its what my grandma calls ‘lumrah hidup’ .. You win some, you lose some, ups and downs.
Cant please ‘em all now, can you..

If its one thing i’ve learnt this year, one of the sayings or so that affected me alot , was from this old man who told me
"Son, there are 5 things that can bring the downfall of a man.."

#05 - Technology
#04 - Multi-tasking
#03 - Power & Positions
#02 - Money
#01 - Girls

Yeap.
Listed down from lowest protocol to the highest protocol number.
These things bring the downfall of a man, but yet again, as men, we cant live without these 5.

Solved Problems :-
#05 - well, i have successfully gotten rid of my addiction for games and downloading , uh, videos…
#03 - ive got more than enough positions and power already i guess..
#02 - Nowadays, all i need is just RM2 and i can survive the whole day. Adam, you ruined my financial status. I used to be loaded well-off, but then, i got infected by your…uh… Broke-ness.
Financial broker, stock broker. Hah, perfect job for you man.

Unsolved Problems :-
#04 - Argh, im plagued with work from different sources! Its a never ending list of things to do…!
#01 - Well, you cant live with ‘em, cant live without ‘em i guess?!

Haih, lots more compressed in this noodle of mine, but dont exactly have all the time in the world to type it out in here i guess..
Im talking as if a whole new year has just started for me.
Well, it certainly has i guess.